Monthly archive
2008
Nov
22
Gatherings: Katanexus (Nov '08): RMS, Dimentia, Prion, Fluorescent Grey
Katanexus - Satyrday November 22nd, 2008 in the year of their Lord. live rites: RMS - Dimentia - Prion - Fluorescent Grey + katabatik dj's selecting the finest racketcore, huff-house, funereal bass, minimal death acid, slimewave and trans-yuggothian throat singing starts at 9PM at ORBIS NEX in East Oakland 5- 15$ entry - a benefit for those affected by 'the green scare' location info
2008
Nov
16
Dance / Contortion / Parkour:Gatherings:Photograph: Happycamp
look at dat happy camper, don't i look happy? happy trance in the happy park: golden gate near speedway meadow
(photo on facebook)
Audio Pilots: Parus Zul LeoHawk Treetop A Living Earth Rawqua Sound provided by Ultravioletcarnival
2008
Nov
8
Dance / Contortion / Parkour:Photograph: That would be a Thrust
Shot by VeraBug at Thrustin' J's Radtastic B-Day Bash '08
http://www.flickr.com/photos/verabug/3011663559
Photo by Verabug (http://verabug.com)
Duran Duran Duran - Very Pleasure [album, Cock Rock Disco + Very Friendly, CRD001 + VF016CD, 2005]
contains Theme
Shadow Shell [[Map Making [The (Not)Self Construct]]]:Word: Breakdown is Ascension Opportunity
oh dearest all
which is mineself
it hurts
this division
in me
in thy name
i hurt
in you
of you
of we
[i am not i*]
we make us hurt
our perfect will expressed
there is no choice
in me
no control
stripped down
unknotted
unbounding convention
i know the intent is good
the intent of the dis-ease
but i do not need it
and i do not reject it
and the pain exploded
within we
i do not reject
i will not separate
not again
i will purify the sickness from mine actions
the shell holds tight
but my beak is stronger
*i is an inaccurate antiquated figure of the speech of man
Rain + Concrete
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Hallucinations: ghostbeetlebloodwater
it's my birthday what the fuck do i care about that? so fucking drunk so split-knuckled fucking dumb drunk knuckles against wood let me in i'm alone on the cold concrete of my expensive apartment yet not alone yet so not fucking alone so alone crusting blood trickles knuckles now i want more where did i leave those razors fresh cut arms wiping blood against the pages it's a code you see see it opening up so drunk it's my birthday give me all of it now give me what's in the icebox give me my beautiful fungiqueen now so tripped drunk AND tripped just what black thing crawled into me on the floor of the shower so alone so not don't care if i don't wake up projecting out so hot hot the hot water unending on the body hours maybe there at the bottom of the shower this complex has a large hotwater tank hot hot wet skin punching through initial veils of the astral-inner-out-sight back on the fucking concrete bloodcrusted slits slapping on the concrete the book red encodings splattered red fading to orange switch to inner-sight punch out punch the fuck out of this apartment of this situation i don't care if i don't come back i don't care i want out out there the treat for my efforts here wow here see this immense tunnel no human has seen it see these insects fucking immense white ghostlike like benthic squid clattering in out around an orifice in the tunnel divine beetles of darkness my vision my treat to share slept there on the concrete came back to write this
[scan of red page forthcoming]















